Chai Tea Latte

Sitting in Panera, sipping a hot chai tea latte with one of my best friends in the entire world.
I feel as though life is infinitely better than the last time we spoke, dear.
I still have that throbbing pang of loneliness now and again...hits me like a bullet in the back, as it sneaks up on me at the most random times.
The most frustrating thing, though, I'd have to say is having these very attractive male friends who seemingly have a lot of the characteristics that I find oh-so-intriguing...but I can't get near them.
Maybe it's God's way of letting me know that there are a few good ones left...just to lift my spirits and renew my faith in humanity, which was close to drained as a result of the people with which I've come in contact in my lifetime.
Trust me.
The fact that I can believe truly and honestly that there are genuinely "good" men out there in the world is probably one of the most groundbreaking things that I've encountered.
Anyway.
I just wanted to let you know that...everything's pretty alright at this point. There are frustrations...of course there are frustrations; whose life is free of frustrations, my love?

Essentially, the focus of this blog post is to say this:
I love my life despite the angering situations that arise daily.

Thank you.









Monday.