Elroy Jetson

I'm annoyed, blogville...I am very annoyed.
I just want some sort of private space, peace, quiet, and a little bit of consistency in my life. Is that so much to ask?
Hmm. Well, I guess it is...for free, at least. If I gladly pay $200 a month, I can have all of those things...but I suppose I'll have to wait awhile even for that.
And crying won't solve anything but make my eyes all bloodshot and my nose all runny, so from that I suppose I can refrain.
But I'm just angry.
Can I just be angry?
Just for a little while?
Okay.



Friday.

I wake in the morning, tired of sleeping.

I love that song.
Uhm.
Guess what. . .
SEMESTER'S OVER!
[And more importantly,] THE YEAR'S OVER.
Ugh.
It's been rough, dear blog-readers. Very rough.
I mean...not socially so much...that was cool. Academically, though, it shook me. Which is odd coming from me, since I'm usually the smart kid to whom most things come easily. That last statement is still pretty true, though, since I did manage to do really well on my Humanities final without even being in class most of the time [A girl made me aware of it, and it almost made me smile.]
But anyway, it's been a ride...a rollercoaster, even [although, I don't delight in using the rollercoaster analogy because I truly dislike them. They scare me.], but I've made it through...I'm not dead either, so that's a plus. I mean, I do still have living to do, anyway.
Next year will be better, at least...I promise myself that. I can't deal with another year like this one.
Ugh.
Let me stop complaining about how hard the year was...it was mostly my own goshdarn fault anyway.
This last semester has been a doozie. Really. I mean, Gospel Choir was interesting, although it was almost like a movie the way that we went out with a small bang in the end.
The Hiatus has been a doozie, also...but I got some recent encouragement from church on Wednesday [what you crave is the thing for which you persist. . . are your cravings really worth that?]. . . and honestly, it changed my mind about a lot of things.
Then just yesterday, a friend asked me about the Hiatus and gave me a bit of encouragement whilst I encouraged her.
It was interesting...and I realized that it might be worth all the trouble and turmoil that it requires [but I may be overexaggerating because of the simple fact that it forces me to do something that I really do not want to do].
Well.
Praise Jehovah anyway.
And I suppose that is all I have to say to you, Interweb.



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Saturday
[that is weeks after the last blog.]