sleepingawake.

last night I dreamed of you.
that I watched you as you slept
next to me.
You held me.
I held you.
we were entwined in eachother's arms,
and it was perfect.
and then I awoke,
realizing that my moment with you
was only a dream.
I felt you slipping away
as I tried to hold onto you
with the fingertips of my mind,
but like snowflakes in the winter,
the memory of you
melted
into sweet droplets of water
and fell to the ground.









|...[tonight], I rush to my bed...
with hopes that maybe
I'll get a chance to see you
when I close my eyes.|