worst

Hold me with a disarming look in those eyes of yours, and I am forever eternally always at your disposal. I need you in the worst way, and I can't make that change.
Nights I lie awake; hours pass, and I find that all I have done is let you run your course through my mind once again.
I'm losing sleep over you, baby, and I have to take a break.
Need to rest. Need time to breathe. But I can't breathe without you. Need to see how it feels to not feel like this, but I can't be without you. You send me through phases and places unknown without even saying a word...but it's the thoughts that I think you think that drive me slowly insane.
Do you know? Don't you know that I wish you knew? Do I wish you knew? Do you wish you knew? Who knows? I don't. The one thing that is evident and purely true in this whirlwind of a mind of mine is that I want you. Need you in the worst way, and I can't make that change.