we were supposed

to hang today...but that was rudely interrupted by my own problems. ah well. methinks everything happens for some sort of reason...and even the things that seem to not make sense now will somehow come together in the giant patchwork that is my life. it helps to think of things that way, I suppose.
my mouth tastes like perfume, and I do not like this at all. then again, who really likes a cheap-perfume-flavored tongue?
I'm sure someone does.
gosh. I like this guy quite a bit...and it's not like it's not reciprocated, it's just that I can't bring myself to lay down this silly thing called my pride and say, "Hi, __________, I like you a lot."
things like that are much easier thought than said. I'd really like to take a nap right now, but that would probably throw off my sleeping pattern for the rest of the night [and probably the rest of the weekend, truthfully] so I guess I'll sit here and actually watch "Back at the Barnyard" rather than snoring whilst the animals joke about life on the farm.
still.
nothing's really taking my mind off of him...aside from the annoying feeling I have from not going to class today.
that really grinds my gears.
so that's that.


Thursday.