my heart has got a mind of its own

...and it's all because of you.
well, maybe notsomuch.
it's pretty much my heart's fault.
but that's another story for another day of another week of another month of another year.
wait for it.
coming soon to an internet near you.
so anywhooo.
things worked out much better than they should have...and that's pretty much God working in my favor, which constantly makes my soul smile.
i'm not ready.
not like i thought i was.
he's not either.
[no one reads this, right? k...good.]
i mean...it was mostly the idea of getting the whole thing off of my chest and onto the proverbial table that was the fix in my situation.
i hope i didn't put any stress on him...that was not my intention at all.
phone calls are hilarious...especially when you inadvertently say "oh crap" before "hello" and the other person hears you.
harrrrty har har.
going out with those two girls tonight was the pick-me-up that i needed after a phonecall like that. most definitely. you never know how awesome some people are until you spend three hours with them at applebee's.
hah.
well...i suppose i'm off to continue to play sorority life on facebook and maybe other internet-related things...like google...or downloading music...or youtube...or twitter...or whatever. the internet is full of wonderful, newfangled things to do.

nightynight. ;)